Sunday, September 16, 2007

most of the time i have no idea what i'm thinking. like why you would care most of the time. i don't know what i was thinking before. i'm going to go to jersey in 20 days. yr going to give me a buddy hug. we're going to go see pinback. you will walk me to my car, if i'm lucky.

i know you are the one for me. but can i wait forever for you? sometimes i'm sure you still love me, and then we have these stupid conversations where i realize that i probably mean nothing to you.

cease communications starts tonight. right now. i will not text you of my volition. for 20 days. any texts i send you will be in response to the ones you send me. and if i don't hear from you for 19 days, which is impossible, but just in case, then i will text you on october 5 to find out what time i should come out the next day.

i need to stop loving you. even if it kills me.

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