Saturday, September 08, 2007
today was better. really, it was. but i am still totally and completely in love with you.
27 days. this i am more and more confident i can handle.. but i still crave the feeling i get when yr beside me. when yr stroking my arm in the car. when you laugh....
i can't figure out why i can't stop loving you. you tell me not to stop completely, to "tuck it away".. as if you are confident that you'll be back. as if you are confident that i'll be waiting.
well, i won't be.
i will love you forever, but i will move on. this i may regret. this you will regret. maybe i WILL regret it as well. i'm confident i'll never find another man i feel so good about spending my days with. i will never find another man i want to love for eternity... but maybe i will. and i suppose i can deal with that. but i don't want to. i still hope we'll find ourselves in love again... but i can't hold my breath. joe taught me that..
i will love you forever.
forever.
forever...
27 days. this i am more and more confident i can handle.. but i still crave the feeling i get when yr beside me. when yr stroking my arm in the car. when you laugh....
i can't figure out why i can't stop loving you. you tell me not to stop completely, to "tuck it away".. as if you are confident that you'll be back. as if you are confident that i'll be waiting.
well, i won't be.
i will love you forever, but i will move on. this i may regret. this you will regret. maybe i WILL regret it as well. i'm confident i'll never find another man i feel so good about spending my days with. i will never find another man i want to love for eternity... but maybe i will. and i suppose i can deal with that. but i don't want to. i still hope we'll find ourselves in love again... but i can't hold my breath. joe taught me that..
i will love you forever.
forever.
forever...
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