Sunday, September 30, 2007
why can i think of nothing but you? even after i asserted myself meanly, and thought i was through with all this? you are still the only thing that randomly pops into my brain. i can't concentrate on anything. i couldn't even focus on fucking mahjong. had to put my book down because i wasn't actually reading the words, they were only passing through my brain intermittently. why does the new new found glory have to have "crazy for you" on it? why why why why why?
it's 2:21am. i need to sleep because my head is reeling. all i want is to hear from you. all i want is a text message. it can say "do you still hate me?" or "how's yr weekend?" or simply "hey". but it won't come. you aren't going to back down, and i CAN'T. i would have to apologize. i can't do that. it's been three days with no contact. this is the longest time ever.
i miss you so much. so so so much. i don't know... am i ever going to get over you? you said if it was meant to be, it would be.. maybe i'm too impatient, and my impatience led to impetuousness.. or maybe it just isn't meant to be, and i'm an idiot. i don't know anymore. i definitely don't know what to do about this. i don't know how to feel whole. you make me grounded, i take care of you.
i'm so tired. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you.
i'll still love you forever.
it's 2:21am. i need to sleep because my head is reeling. all i want is to hear from you. all i want is a text message. it can say "do you still hate me?" or "how's yr weekend?" or simply "hey". but it won't come. you aren't going to back down, and i CAN'T. i would have to apologize. i can't do that. it's been three days with no contact. this is the longest time ever.
i miss you so much. so so so much. i don't know... am i ever going to get over you? you said if it was meant to be, it would be.. maybe i'm too impatient, and my impatience led to impetuousness.. or maybe it just isn't meant to be, and i'm an idiot. i don't know anymore. i definitely don't know what to do about this. i don't know how to feel whole. you make me grounded, i take care of you.
i'm so tired. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you.
i'll still love you forever.
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