Tuesday, September 11, 2007
you came to me like a dream, the kind that always leaves
just as the best part starts, it ends so abruptly
and leaves you stunned and naked in yr bedroom all alone
it's kinda funny how something so soothing gets interrupted by the ring of a telephone
and you broke my like the cigarette that i busted on the day i quit..
alkaline trio
just as the best part starts, it ends so abruptly
and leaves you stunned and naked in yr bedroom all alone
it's kinda funny how something so soothing gets interrupted by the ring of a telephone
and you broke my like the cigarette that i busted on the day i quit..
alkaline trio
24 more days and i can't live another day without you. last night i couldn't sleep i had so much anxiety and fear that you would move on with yr life and i wouldn't be a part of it. today it continued. 24 straight hours of anxiety.. and 24 more days to go. you tried to soothe me when i texted you that i couldn't breathe i was so anxious, telling me to concentrate on the sloth who has no anxiety, no worries. but i'm so scared. i can't focus. i can't function. i need you so bad. i caved and i asked you if you met a girl. i couldn't explain the depth of my anxiety and that had to be the answer. but you tell me i'm ridiculous, and you ask "why would you think i met someone all the sudden? you're nuts." obviously i am. i say maybe you didn't meet someone you want to be with, but maybe someone yr intrigued by. you tell me yr not easily intrigued. "not by broads. by other things like black holes and other things, yeah." so i guess that settled me a little, because i don't have the feeling of not being able to breathe anymore. but the ache of missing you is still there, and still pronounced. i swear there's something wrong with me. i can't just forget this. i'm so in love with you. i don't ever want to be with anyone else, and i hate when you tell me i'll meet someone who will be as good or better than you. i don't WANT to meet anyone. i just want you. every day. every single day. of my stupid fucking life.
why? i don't know. you do something to me. you calm me. you make me see things rationally. you make me feel like i've found what i'd been looking for for so long. all these years, i've been searching for you, and now i have to settle for something less? are you sick? insane? i only want you. you are all i ever wanted, all i ever needed, all i will ever want and all i will ever need. you're far from perfect, but you're perfect for me. and i'm perfect for you.
tell me am i right to think that there could be nothing better than making you my bride and slowly growing old together...
ok i wouldn't make you my bride but still. my husband? my groom? whatever. i want you so bad. i can't imagine my life without you beside me. do you think i want this? that i like suffering? why can't you just realize that there can never be a more perfect moment than the moment i realized i was falling for you? falling in love with you? the most amazing thing was happening to me.. and now i'm supposed to forget that?
Your heart won't heal right if you keep tearing out the sutures
my heart won't ever heal because i will constantly remove the sutures if you aren't here.
i need you more than i need to breathe.
why? i don't know. you do something to me. you calm me. you make me see things rationally. you make me feel like i've found what i'd been looking for for so long. all these years, i've been searching for you, and now i have to settle for something less? are you sick? insane? i only want you. you are all i ever wanted, all i ever needed, all i will ever want and all i will ever need. you're far from perfect, but you're perfect for me. and i'm perfect for you.
tell me am i right to think that there could be nothing better than making you my bride and slowly growing old together...
ok i wouldn't make you my bride but still. my husband? my groom? whatever. i want you so bad. i can't imagine my life without you beside me. do you think i want this? that i like suffering? why can't you just realize that there can never be a more perfect moment than the moment i realized i was falling for you? falling in love with you? the most amazing thing was happening to me.. and now i'm supposed to forget that?
Your heart won't heal right if you keep tearing out the sutures
my heart won't ever heal because i will constantly remove the sutures if you aren't here.
i need you more than i need to breathe.
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