Sunday, October 21, 2007
blah.
so joe came over last night. i was psyched, i thought my 10 month drought would be over. but no. we slept. that's basically it. i made him ramen, we talked for like an hour, then he fell asleep. and i fell asleep. there was some movement toward the goodness, but never happened. i guess i've lost my touch. i can't believe he didn't try anything. now i'm sure i'm a) never going to have sex again and b) going to die alone. his phone rang a few times, i wonder how he deceived his girlfriend to be here so long.
my back hurts. also my head hurts.
i didn't take my bath today. actually, i slept till like 5pm. the nap lasted from like 5-9, then i was up till 1030, then back to sleep from like 11-5. i'm pretty tired and ready for sleep at this point.
jan never IMed me back tonight. i don't like it!
i'm bored. i miss tom a lot. like A LOT. i'm so in love with him, and there's nothing i can do. i wasn't used to spending so much time alone anymore since i've been busy for the past few weekends.. but this weekend, here i am.. being a shut-in.. lonely. he's all i want.
ugh.
so joe came over last night. i was psyched, i thought my 10 month drought would be over. but no. we slept. that's basically it. i made him ramen, we talked for like an hour, then he fell asleep. and i fell asleep. there was some movement toward the goodness, but never happened. i guess i've lost my touch. i can't believe he didn't try anything. now i'm sure i'm a) never going to have sex again and b) going to die alone. his phone rang a few times, i wonder how he deceived his girlfriend to be here so long.
my back hurts. also my head hurts.
i didn't take my bath today. actually, i slept till like 5pm. the nap lasted from like 5-9, then i was up till 1030, then back to sleep from like 11-5. i'm pretty tired and ready for sleep at this point.
jan never IMed me back tonight. i don't like it!
i'm bored. i miss tom a lot. like A LOT. i'm so in love with him, and there's nothing i can do. i wasn't used to spending so much time alone anymore since i've been busy for the past few weekends.. but this weekend, here i am.. being a shut-in.. lonely. he's all i want.
ugh.
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