Tuesday, October 02, 2007
three days. IMed with you briefly before, you were on yr way out. you've been on okcupid for like 3 hours. but i'm trying not to care. i'm really trying to want you to meet someone else so i can hate you and get over this. anyway you want me to come to jersey at 3 or 4 on saturday, so as we can feast prior to the show. i need to make yr cupcakes. maybe i should make them the night before? why am i making cupcakes anyway? as if you deserved them.. i'm doing stupid things for nothing with the hope that you'll still feel something intense for me on saturday. i want it to all come to the surface via my cupcake baking and button sewing. i close my eyes and i imagine you looking at me, with something special in yr eyes.. but that won't happen.
i'm so tired. i'm watching without a trace. i need to sleep. but i can't stop thinking about you! why am i still awake???? grumble. all i want to do is sleep until 4pm on saturday. i need a haircut and a manicure. i can afford neither.
saturday. saturday. tomorrow is wednesday. three more work days. and they are full days, too. hopefully so full that i won't have to think about the impending sighting... all i know it that i'm going to fall in love all over again in about 85 hours.
i'm so tired. i'm watching without a trace. i need to sleep. but i can't stop thinking about you! why am i still awake???? grumble. all i want to do is sleep until 4pm on saturday. i need a haircut and a manicure. i can afford neither.
saturday. saturday. tomorrow is wednesday. three more work days. and they are full days, too. hopefully so full that i won't have to think about the impending sighting... all i know it that i'm going to fall in love all over again in about 85 hours.
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