Wednesday, October 03, 2007
TWO DAYS. and three sleeps. whoa. brief text conversation tonight, about my book. that i'm bringing you saturday... so now, book, cupcakes, AND button. and all you want is nothing from me. i always fall for the emotionally unavailable men. maybe it's a defense mechanism.. i feel like i say the same things over and over and over and over. i just change the name of the boy i'm pining over.
i feel sort of gross right now. i need a shower, but it's really bed time. thus there will be no shower! i have two more days of work and then a three day weekend. one day will be taken up by a super heart stomping. i have to remember to bring up nyc with heather tomorrow. i want to bring a change of clothes if we're going to go out in the city! i'll probably wear jeans to work on friday so just a change of shirts...
twoooo daaaayyyysss!!! wow i miss you, but i hurt less and less. i don't really get the pang of jealousy when i see you on okcupid (which is always). i guess if we were meant to be together, we'll be together. that line is such crap, because if we were meant to be together then we WOULD be together. meant to be is a meaningless phrase. nothing is ever meant to be.. things are what we make of them, and you have chosen NOT to make this happen. and, honestly, i don't know if i want to be the consolation prize after you see what else is out there and then settle on me.
i'm going to bed, but i'll always love you. even if i never want to be with you again.
i feel sort of gross right now. i need a shower, but it's really bed time. thus there will be no shower! i have two more days of work and then a three day weekend. one day will be taken up by a super heart stomping. i have to remember to bring up nyc with heather tomorrow. i want to bring a change of clothes if we're going to go out in the city! i'll probably wear jeans to work on friday so just a change of shirts...
twoooo daaaayyyysss!!! wow i miss you, but i hurt less and less. i don't really get the pang of jealousy when i see you on okcupid (which is always). i guess if we were meant to be together, we'll be together. that line is such crap, because if we were meant to be together then we WOULD be together. meant to be is a meaningless phrase. nothing is ever meant to be.. things are what we make of them, and you have chosen NOT to make this happen. and, honestly, i don't know if i want to be the consolation prize after you see what else is out there and then settle on me.
i'm going to bed, but i'll always love you. even if i never want to be with you again.
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