Sunday, November 04, 2007
i put so much of myself in everything else, yeah in everything else.. it was a dream come seemingly true torn at the seams revealing a nightmare..
i thought i had everything under control, i couldn't have been more wrong. i thought i held my world in my hands until it broke and i awoke from this foolish dream.
this providence
that pretty much sums it up for me tonight. i'm miserable, all i can think about it his lips on my cheek. why? why do that? why why why why why???
stalked his okc today, he took some girls test. now i'm imagining him out on a date, making out, laying on the couch where we once laid. because i'm an idiot. because he didn't respond to the text i sent 3 hours ago.
i just want this all to go away.
i thought i had everything under control, i couldn't have been more wrong. i thought i held my world in my hands until it broke and i awoke from this foolish dream.
this providence
that pretty much sums it up for me tonight. i'm miserable, all i can think about it his lips on my cheek. why? why do that? why why why why why???
stalked his okc today, he took some girls test. now i'm imagining him out on a date, making out, laying on the couch where we once laid. because i'm an idiot. because he didn't respond to the text i sent 3 hours ago.
i just want this all to go away.
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