Monday, November 12, 2007
when i press the keys it all gets reversed the sound of loneliness makes me happier...
bright eyes
bright eyes
today was jan and gille day. it was good. we had to drive her friend kelli to queens but we had a lot of chat time in the car on the ride home. i'm tired. i took nyquil, just waiting for law & order to end so i can hit the hay.
i still thought about tom for most of the day despite my jan distraction. that sucked. i really need my brain to just quit functioning. i feel like that will be my only solace. i don't know how else to deal with the intense emotions i feel every day.
i'm getting better from this sick i have going on. i'm definitely not well yet, and today i have a sore throat. but the congestion is breaking up, which is nice.
i have plans for jan and gille day II tomorrow. we are going to the mall to get her new glasses, then have some mac and cheese and watch a movie. oh, and we're getting mini black forest cakes from the buttercooky bakery! the nets are playing tomorrow night, so i don't really want to miss it, but we shall see. she's calling me at like 9 or 10, so i guess we will be on our way to the food and movie before then.
i still have to write college recommendations.
blahhhhh.
i still thought about tom for most of the day despite my jan distraction. that sucked. i really need my brain to just quit functioning. i feel like that will be my only solace. i don't know how else to deal with the intense emotions i feel every day.
i'm getting better from this sick i have going on. i'm definitely not well yet, and today i have a sore throat. but the congestion is breaking up, which is nice.
i have plans for jan and gille day II tomorrow. we are going to the mall to get her new glasses, then have some mac and cheese and watch a movie. oh, and we're getting mini black forest cakes from the buttercooky bakery! the nets are playing tomorrow night, so i don't really want to miss it, but we shall see. she's calling me at like 9 or 10, so i guess we will be on our way to the food and movie before then.
i still have to write college recommendations.
blahhhhh.
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