Sunday, December 23, 2007
yr so gorgeous i'd do anything. kiss you from yr feet to where yr head begins. yr so perfect, yr so right as rain.. you make me make me make me make me hungry again
the cure
right now i am so excited i'm sort of jumping out of my skin. this morning i texted steve bc i remembered to look in helter skelter to see if it was brian wilson who used to hang out with charles manson. it was dennis wilson. so anyway, i texted him to tell him, and he told me he netflixed the movies (once and vanilla sky) and they should arrive late this week. YAY. so we have tentative plans for saturday or monday. i want saturday because it's sooner, but i want monday because it's new years and that's sort of romantic and we might kisssssss!!!
oh my oh my oh my. i don't even care about tom. he can be screwing a thousand girls right now. i don't care. all i want is for something good to come out of the reconnection with steve. because he's amazing and awesome and a whole lot of other adjectives that are positive. ugh he probably just enjoys my company, likes me as a friend. but i want him to want me. i want him to like me. i have no idea what's going to happen when i see him. i intend to have some cookies or something. if he comes over here, then that would be cool but i would have to rearrange my furniture. watching movies with boys i'm uncertain about does not work with the current set up. someone would have to sit on the big chair. and i wanna be next to him. like right next to him. maybe i should just go to his place. he might wanna come chill with my baby cat though. he's a cat person like me!!!
i can't even think straight. it's either 7 days or 9 days. way too many. it's been 6 since sunday. i need to see him. i need to figure this out. aaahahahhhaaaaaaahhhhhhhh!!!!
the cure
right now i am so excited i'm sort of jumping out of my skin. this morning i texted steve bc i remembered to look in helter skelter to see if it was brian wilson who used to hang out with charles manson. it was dennis wilson. so anyway, i texted him to tell him, and he told me he netflixed the movies (once and vanilla sky) and they should arrive late this week. YAY. so we have tentative plans for saturday or monday. i want saturday because it's sooner, but i want monday because it's new years and that's sort of romantic and we might kisssssss!!!
oh my oh my oh my. i don't even care about tom. he can be screwing a thousand girls right now. i don't care. all i want is for something good to come out of the reconnection with steve. because he's amazing and awesome and a whole lot of other adjectives that are positive. ugh he probably just enjoys my company, likes me as a friend. but i want him to want me. i want him to like me. i have no idea what's going to happen when i see him. i intend to have some cookies or something. if he comes over here, then that would be cool but i would have to rearrange my furniture. watching movies with boys i'm uncertain about does not work with the current set up. someone would have to sit on the big chair. and i wanna be next to him. like right next to him. maybe i should just go to his place. he might wanna come chill with my baby cat though. he's a cat person like me!!!
i can't even think straight. it's either 7 days or 9 days. way too many. it's been 6 since sunday. i need to see him. i need to figure this out. aaahahahhhaaaaaaahhhhhhhh!!!!
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