Wednesday, January 02, 2008
i'm having some major anxiety right now. i don't like it. not even a little. but i guess that's part of being me. i haven't had anxiety since things were going badly with tom. maybe this is a sign. but i'm not going to take it as one. i'm nervous because i'm going to invite steve over this weekend and i guess i'm afraid he will decline. but i'm not nervous enough to warrant an anxiety attack.
i am extremely tired right now. very sleepy. i think i slept for like 3 hours last night, but i can't tell. sometimes i was sure i'd been asleep for a little, but i couldn't tell if time had just passed that quickly. either way, i was prone to making very childish sleepy noises all day today and i'm looking forward to getting ready for bed in about 15 minutes. i'm in the middle of a cigarette and i feel like i require one more before i can actually start the bedtime process.
ugh. i don't know why my stomach is a disaster. i can't stand it.
big nets win tonight! they beat the 3rd best offensive team in the league, which is a big deal since they have been sucking. during the first half, i was convinced that the game was going to go badly, but they really picked it up, recovering from a double digit deficit. nice job boys! even though my basketball boyfriend, sean williams, fouled out. it's ok. i still love him. he was definitely off tonight, but he's so adorable. let's go #51!!!
ok i'm going to smoke this last butt and finish max barry's company before heading off the sleepytown. night!
i am extremely tired right now. very sleepy. i think i slept for like 3 hours last night, but i can't tell. sometimes i was sure i'd been asleep for a little, but i couldn't tell if time had just passed that quickly. either way, i was prone to making very childish sleepy noises all day today and i'm looking forward to getting ready for bed in about 15 minutes. i'm in the middle of a cigarette and i feel like i require one more before i can actually start the bedtime process.
ugh. i don't know why my stomach is a disaster. i can't stand it.
big nets win tonight! they beat the 3rd best offensive team in the league, which is a big deal since they have been sucking. during the first half, i was convinced that the game was going to go badly, but they really picked it up, recovering from a double digit deficit. nice job boys! even though my basketball boyfriend, sean williams, fouled out. it's ok. i still love him. he was definitely off tonight, but he's so adorable. let's go #51!!!
ok i'm going to smoke this last butt and finish max barry's company before heading off the sleepytown. night!
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