Monday, January 21, 2008
in case i haven't mentioned this at all lately, i'm seeing the most amazing dude on planet earth. are we seeing each other? eh, whatever we are. he's still amazing. tonight he told me that he had left the pencils and ashtray in the shape of an X and an O. i had noticed the pencils were crossed but hadn't seen my puzzle yet, thus didn't make the connection. i thanked him again for straightening up my apartment before he left, and he said "well it's always nice to come home and have that stuff done. i'm into sharing chores and responsibilities. i'm lucky and grateful just to have that opportunity." so i said "it was really very nice, i couldn't stop smiling. to be honest, i'm lucky and grateful to have such a thoughtful and sweet man in my life as you. i really am." and he said "glad you feel that way. i feel the same. yr starting to get closer to an answer as to why i like hanging out with you. still not gonna tell you yet tho..." he likes me! he likes me! i'm dying to know exactly why he likes hanging out with me, but i don't need to know so badly. because i think i can figure it out. because i think that there is something very special and very amazing happening in my life right now. and i'm content to just let it happen, and to spend saturday nights bumming around with him, and sunday mornings in bed, and sunday days doing the times crossword. and all the while, feeling a sense of security, a sense of awesomeness.. a sense of something great. this is going to be something better than great. this is going to be the best thing that ever happened to me. please, let it be just that...
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