Wednesday, October 29, 2008
ok so i have the most confusing boy on the planet in my life. yesterday at lunchtime he texts me "tell me a joke. i'm in a bad mood today" so i did and we texted a bunch, he said he was feeling real irritable since sunday, so i offered to come give him a hug. and randomly after declining, he asks what time i get out of work and invites me over! so i did. because i'm obviously insane. we cuddled a lot, it was amazing. we talked a lot about stuff, i told him about work drama and he really made me feel a lot better about the situation. we ate some food, he played guitar a bunch, we watched billy budd. so all this cuddling and not one kiss, AGAIN. so confusing. seriously, we were totally cuddling like lovers, and i don't understand how it could not mean something to him. we have so much fun together, we laugh, we soothe each other. he turned to me to cheer him up when he was down. i don't get how i could just be a body supplying closeness to him. i refuse to believe it. he loves me, he just doesn't know it yet.
i'm starving. this annoys me because it's 11:23.
and i'm going to bed.
i'm starving. this annoys me because it's 11:23.
and i'm going to bed.
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