Tuesday, November 25, 2008
all i really have to say is blah. everything is pretty ok. except work, which i really don't like anymore. but i'm not going to talk about that. sorta seeing steve again since the last time i posted. we ended up hooking up and then we talked about it and he said he wants to see me more often and take things one day at a time. so i'm always confused because it's been a month now, more if you count from when he brought me soup because i think that was the first step toward this, but anyway. i never want to bring it up so i never do. mostly because i don't know when is proper to talk about things again. whatever. i might try this weekend. i might not. this weekend i'm going to probably go to nj, he got this movie he wants me to see from netflix and we might fix a psuedo thanksgiving. we'll see how i feel.
the purpose of this post, however, is thanksgiving. and how much i HATE holidays. like, HATE them. i think they're the devil. i also think that if i were to read back every november and december since i started this blog five years ago, i would find that i say this every year. but now i mean it. before i hated them because they were so stressful, trying to see my divorced parents, fitting it in with mike's family, whatever, but now that this will be my third round of single holidays, it's official if you are last to get married, it's fucking awkward. especially if you don't even have a boyfriend. i am the OLDEST. i am the ONLY single person. oh, except for the two infants, they're single also. only they are the two singles who get all the attention. no one pays any attention to me. i invited steve to come, but he declined. i didn't want him to be alone, and i didn't want to feel alone. but no. gotta do this one on my own, entertain myself. i'll bring a book. my skeevy uncle larry is going to be there. ew.
so i don't know. i had a lot to say about the holidays, and how much i hate them, and then i lost the drive to continue this post. so i'm gonna watch jeopardy and go to bed.
the purpose of this post, however, is thanksgiving. and how much i HATE holidays. like, HATE them. i think they're the devil. i also think that if i were to read back every november and december since i started this blog five years ago, i would find that i say this every year. but now i mean it. before i hated them because they were so stressful, trying to see my divorced parents, fitting it in with mike's family, whatever, but now that this will be my third round of single holidays, it's official if you are last to get married, it's fucking awkward. especially if you don't even have a boyfriend. i am the OLDEST. i am the ONLY single person. oh, except for the two infants, they're single also. only they are the two singles who get all the attention. no one pays any attention to me. i invited steve to come, but he declined. i didn't want him to be alone, and i didn't want to feel alone. but no. gotta do this one on my own, entertain myself. i'll bring a book. my skeevy uncle larry is going to be there. ew.
so i don't know. i had a lot to say about the holidays, and how much i hate them, and then i lost the drive to continue this post. so i'm gonna watch jeopardy and go to bed.
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